Deja vu!

I recall i was doing just about the same thing last year.
Somewhere around the same month too.
Slogging and slogging.

Back then, i had to prepare for a presentation that didn't turn out as well as i thought.
Now, i have to prepare another presentation.
But not my own.

But i also learnt to ask others to do.
keke.

Then i learnt that i suck at giving people work.
you know,
there's all types of pple in this world,
and i'm probably just one of those kind who works well on my own.
not the delegating kind,
then dig my own grave because i just want to do everything myself.

I haven't been sleeping/eating/resting enough.
just because of this event again.
Like last year.

And I even went back to work on a GOOD FRIDAY (PH).
The whole day leh.
Not that i can blame anyone since i went back on my own accord.

i havebeen zombie-like for the whole week.
work and work and work.
like buffalo.
plough plough plough the land.
but it's the farmer's land.
haha.
I said these farmer and buffalo thing because someone commented that i am like a farmer.
stay in the unit so long liao, when people who came later than me has posted out.
Like a farmer, "mo mo geng yun".
I was so amused. then i thought to myself,
i think i am more like the farmer's buffalo.
hahaha.
And to think that the someone who told me,
was actually a newbie!

damnit.
nowadays, the youngsters are really chang kuang.

Anyway, digress too much liao.
The point is,
even now, as i typed,
i feel like i am zombie-ing.
and i remember just now,
when i passed by the yuan bao la zhu store,
i had a thought.

if i dun begin resting/sleeping/eating well again,
i'll pretty soon eat yua bao la zhu only.
hahahaha.
I amused myself so much that i think i may be mad.
Or maybe just tired and nonsensical.
which is the way i behave and talk when i am very very tired.

When i look back at this post later on, i think i may tell myself that i am really TIRED and mad and nonsensical today.